Me and Myself
Drowned by the thoughts of guilt,
Mesmerized by the jingle of pain,
A soothing pain,
Beautiful songs I hear in my bones,
Causing cute griefs and tickling tears.
My merged ribs in sand I despise.
Clothed in shame for my lost ambition.
Unprepared for the sacred union
But eats the cake and have it before the destined time.
It ruins, It kills.
Creeps in slowly like the snail,
Blurs the vigour of my youth.
Then, streams of worries and regrets begin to form.
Alone, I claim to be.
Alone, I am.
My mind is filled with bottled pains.
The first few words I make,
Lowliness lies therein.
Difficulty to fathom my restlessness,
Confusion sets in,
Doubt creeps in,
Fear dwells in,
Pain submerges me.


