I thought...

Hey dear! Sorry for being away for too long. I had to get back on track in diverse areas. And somehow, it seems like I forgot my blog😢 

Well, good news. I am back and fully charged to dish out my world in bits...🤗

We are in the month of February... The month of love. So we will be dealing with poems and fictions related to all forms of love. 

Bonus: You have a chance to decide what we should post. So let's get started...😍😍

Today's is that of a broken heart. And I hope you enjoy it.

Now let me ask you. Have you ever been in a state of brokeness that you lose yourself and eventually find out too late that you could have reversed it? Are you still lost in your world that you forget how the outer world looks? Here is a piece which reveals these things. Tell me what you think. Your comments are welcomed 😘

I thought...

I've been submerged for too long

In this waters of guilt.

I don't even know myself anymore

Because I have lived for you.

I thought I was wise.

Believed my intelligence was twice.

Twice of the ordinary,

Twice of the physical.

In you, I entrusted my deepest secrets.

It was like only you could interpret them.

I lost myself,

Lived as someone else.

Betrayed my mind,

Worked with my heart,

Now left in torn pieces.

I'm still awestruck.

More like I have been hit with a truck.

I thought I still had that luck,

The one which gave me the hope to live longer.

Maybe I don't.

Maybe I do.

I don't even know my stand

Nor my roots in truth.

I'm just lost in my world

Which I thought was our world.

The one we shared together.

I thought you would hold me,

I thought you would scold me.

I thought you knew me,

The things I can do and not.

What's different?

Why the attitude?

You are so cold that I can't comprehend.

Your unpredictable nature makes me shiver.

But still I fear to lose you.

To start all over again.

I fear to search for a new home.

When in you, my bed lies.

I thought it's forever.

I really thought so.

But I guess...I can't control fate.

When you are in control.